brain dump (6)

​like I’ve been talking about recently I really don’t know what to do. I feel stressed and tired. And. Just what do I do? 

I don’t even know where to begin this depression has hit me so hard. Having an organ burst inside of me was much less painful then this.

I would take that physical pain over this any day.

What do I do? I can’t keep going? I can’t do anything anymore.

I’m tired and just tired. I’m doing my best and it feels like no one can help now. I’m missing out and losing out on things that I was so excited for all I can go do now is leave.

I need to fly. My fight has stopped working. I need to fly because I can’t fight anymore. 

My brain is pushing me and telling me I’m in danger and I feel it’s so true. 

I was getting through it but now it’s just gotten worse. I’m tired.