don’t feel too good

​I don’t feel good again. It’s all too much for me right now. I don’t think I look good. I feel ugly. I have anxiety. And everything is just really hard. I’m having a difficult time. I don’t even know who I am anymore. Who is this person?

Where did I go?

What happened.? I don’t know.

I don’t know why I feel this way I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to have to get up in the morning and face the day. I hate the environment I’m in and I want to leave so bad. But that feeling of guilt and not being able to get up and leave.

I don’t know. I don’t know.