12-11-23

​hey..

It’s been awhile again maybe a couple week or a month/two..

But um yea I haven’t again been feeling to good. Kinda praying this is just seasonal depression something that just comes and goes. I hate it. I’ve been diagnosed by my therapist with things like bipolar to just social anxiety, etc, etc. 

I don’t know.

Been feeling really insecure lately and I’m just not the best overall. Not happy im undoing my best and I’ve been doing a lot better then before but um it’s just been kinda hard.

And right now I got into a fight with my mom again. Life with the family has also been going downhill again. I started recording our arguments i don’t know just to have them there whenever .. but um yea life has been sucky