11-29-25
I’ve been writing my thoughts down everywhere. A lot in my Google Drive, notes, and journals. Keeping them all over the place. I hope I’m not being too mature.. by that I mean idk. I don’t have as much urges to want to go out, go have fun and just be a teen ig. It’s funny cause during summer I was telling myself and acting so free.. by that I mean I had the mindset that people in my life came and left. That I was a baddie and I was confident. I feel like it’s always that type of high in summer.. cause if I was like that during school I'd prolly peak. I still have a long way to go. And I’m tired of feeling drained. I’ma be outside having fun don’t worry. I just want to keep my birthday small this year and I don’t want that to make me feel lame or small. I want to be more mature but still be having fun. Because 17 is a big one, that’s one year away from being an actual adult.. 18. Last year really being a kid. That’s crazy to think because I still have sm fun to have. Sm to learn. Sm...