1/25/26
A lot has happened, and I definitely have a lot on my mind. I really don’t know how to start or even organize this. Yesterday I laid in bed, faced upward to the ceiling, and talked. I talked to the universe, which may sound stupid and might be a stupid way to start this. But I’m the type of person who bottles up her feelings. I actually don’t know I’m having a brain fart when I think about what I’m going to write. I’m able to think about the words, and when I actually start it, I have the order in my head on the topics I’m going to write about and organized order, but in all seriousness, I’m not able to write the things I want to write when I start. I’m a big procrastinator, always have been someone who comes up with ideas and then is unable to even start to execute them. I have to genuinely push myself to even type out a brain dump. It’s like sometimes I not only isolate my feelings and thoughts from my friends and family, I also isolate myself from m...